Rashid Bums Out

I'm a lil hungry now. nweiz, i've been updating my items lately and sooner we'll be receiving POs again.. Last weekend of July. Sooner.. no more weekends for me to spend. heck.. m not really thinking about that seriously am I?! Just that i got used to it already. But, that's it. there's nothing more that i can do to that. He really must have time to other people as well.. specially to those family that he was telling. Moving. Guess we'll have to move again to another place. Houses are starting to pop out in the lot side of our house. sooner.. it would look like a squatters area. No kidding.. i dunno but we are to expect 40 houses.. with 15 sq. m. each.. just really don't know how big the lot is.. maybe exactly 600sq. m. less or more.. now planning to move. and having to consider 3 options. One, move together, the three of us.. ta'Lou, me and aris. Two, moving the three of us, and sooner with k'Steve. Three, the swapping. Di will be with us then ta...

Am i over reacting? I think not. Its just my one way of contemplating.. Weh.. that's really nothing. I'm starting to get things over on me now. Not to get affected anymore. The hell they are.. hehe.. Everything's just fine. i suppose. It should be. He did. He taught me what i knew now. He made my insights differ from what i believed in. Making things clear? Its not like another used to be being with him. He's just doing it the simpliest way with the brightest meaning. August. I'm thinking. How will it be. Less the weekends together. Less the time sleeping with someone to embrace the whole of me. Less the.. heck.. what else! But.. yeah, more time for personal rants. Avoiding myself to pour all the time to him, for my world to revolve around him.. Getting away from my boring life as what he describes my life now. Personal rants. Things to cover up the "to be missing". Thinking of the "to-do-list" on a weekend rather than staying at home and kill ti...

Post directly from a window of Mozilla.. hehe.. Not actually opening the Site anymore.. Cool! hmm.. this will surely be a sample post now.. Hope this work coz the first time i posted here.. it was published.. but when i checked the edited one.. it didn't showed up.. hmm.. So how am i after a long time of not posting? hehehe.. been discovering what add ons in mozilla do.. and i ended up learning things.. and realizing that Its great using Mozilla.. hehe.. Powered by ScribeFire .