And that's what I'm doing. Christmas, New Years and my birthdays had always been the hardest times for me. And this year's holidays was even harder than the usual hardest. My family's not going to be here on Christmas and New Year as well. So this is going to be my 2nd time spending the holidays without them. It's sad, I know. But compared to my first experience of spending it alone, this one's gonna be a bit easier for me now. So what's gonna be my plan? I don't know if I'm gonna be staying at home on the 24th, but I think I'll be with Ukiya and Krno while waiting for Santa. Though I'm not really so sure because I'm still being so shy with just the thought of spending it with their family. Loolz! What I'm going to think of next will be the New Year's eve. And that I remember. I always love watching fireworks display here in our neighborhood. I don't know if I'm gonna be able to watch it here or I will be in a different pl...