Rashid Bums Out

Today just happened to be one of the most laziest day we had. Laziest because there's nothing much to do. Only did some revisions on some files and that's it. Now we're just waiting for the clock to hit 4 then we're off. Anyways.. mum's here to help me process my papers for NSO and DFA. Really hafta rush things out most specially on renewing my passport. But DFA just doesn't permit us to renew my passport coz I still don't have a copy of my birth certificate in NSO. So what comes first now is to settle this birth certificate thing. I just hope that the process will not take long coz I don't want to cause a delay on scheduling our training. >.> 30mins more before 4PM. Haay.. I think I'm back on practicing this idea again. "I only eat to nourish my body with the nutrients that it needs" I don't think I am enjoying having meals again.. with other people.. So I'll just cut this short for now.. Back to plurk and tweets!

I wonder who's reading this lame blog that I have right now.. I mean, I almost became an inactive blogger these passed few weeks.. so.. just to let me know.. if you happened to drop by.. could you please leave a comment like what the others do on my shout box... please? Anyways, these weekend happened to be the not-I-used-to-have weekend. I went out on a Sunday and just sat in front of my PC the whole Monday. Where in what I should have done was be in front of the PC the whole Sunday and do the chores on Monday. Isn't that my usual thing over the weekend? lolz. Oh right.. I consider Sundays and Mondays my weekend since these are my days off. So there, though I left the house yesterday at around 6PM, it still made a difference to my Sunday. Right? Hmm.. let me just remember what I did yesterday morning.. Geez.. there's nothing to remember coz I woke up noon yesterday.. haha! the early (yet is really late) part of my day just happened like how I spend my Sundays just that I ...

Its been quite a while. So you might ask.. what's makin me busy? I really don't know.. All I know is.. I'm enjoying killing the time. Resorting to things that can make myself occupied for my everyday. Went out a while ago to eat my dinner when thoughts started to rush into my mind again. Like someone within me saying.. "I need to be inspired.." I don't know about this line but I suddenly remembered this.. "1% inspiration and 99% perspiration" I'm not really a geek to apply that line to my life but on how I look on to my life now.. Life at work's really starting to eat the whole of me. Maybe taking my daily dose of kilig from people isn't enough.. But is there really still a need for me to look for this 1% of inspiration for me? Or maybe its a sign that I'm so much depriving myself from feeling the "inspiring" type of love that's why the inner me is making its way out. People now kept on telling me.. I was given an oppor...

Hafta chillax. Hafta stop wasting time. Hafta get serious. Hafta plan. Hafta do it right. Hafta make it happen. Hafta go to sleep now. Hafta go to work early.

yeah! Make it single times 2! haha! Just realized that 4 days ago.. t'was my first year being single.. then just a while ago.. there goes another thing happened that made me single times 2! haha! Its not bothering me much now.. I'm happy for my NGSB baby that now he found the one he's waiting for to be his girlfriend.. nyuuu.. alright.. hafta admit this one.. kinda sad coz i dunno if he's still goin to be my baby after that.. but knowing that he's going to be happy knowing that somehow he found another piece of his life now.. I'm gonna be good with that na! hehe.. anyways.. whatever happens.. he'll still be my baby naman.. wag lang magagalit si gf.. kahit na sya na pala yung katext ko kanina.. lolz! oh well.. think its time to sleep na.. still have to go to work later.. nyt guys!

UPDATE Otaku Taiiki will now be on AUGUST 23, 2009 at SM Megamall, Megatrade Hall 3! An Anime & Gaming Event from the cool makers of Ozine Fests & Anicon! Be there! ^^ Php 100 for tickets!

Clannad OVA Ryou to Okazaki.. "Don't apologize.. If you apologize, and I forgive, then it would be as if it was all a lie.. I want to treasure those times as precious memories.. The fun times.. The hard times.. All of it.. And so.. don't apologize.."

What Hurts The Most - Rascal Flatts FREE MP3 DOWNLOADS @ MP3-CODES.COM What Hurts The Most I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though Goin' on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay But that's not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And havin' so much to say And watchin' you walk away And never knowin' What could've been And not seein' that lovin' you Is what I was tryin' to do It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go But I'm doin' it It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspok...

Got busy. Oh well, intentionally became busy.. thinking that I might forget about what I feel if my mind is so occupied. I got busy but not with games this time. Busy meeting some Ozine friends, busy chatting and meeting people online, and busy looking for things that will help myself financially. Yep, somehow I'm back to my goal.. financial freedom! harharhar.. but still it will take time.. because of the fact that i don't wanna accept workloads here at home.. It will surely take some time to reach my goal. I don't really have a lot to post now. and this is the end of this post.