Rashid Bums Out

And It's time for me to share a post here on my blog! First post for 2011 and first post as I enter my 25th year of existence in this pretty wonderful world full of life. I was supposed to be posting lots of random stuff, negative stuff.. but my mood changed and got better because of what just happened! :D Best birthday greeting so far: Luigi De Jesus Paz: "Motherfucker 'to! Hahaha. Kahit asshole 'yun, ex pa rin 'yun. At kumuha ng hawig ko. Fucker diba? Bully ka! Happy birthday, fucker! Hahahahaha!" It really cracked the hell out of me and everything just got better! Haha! I mean, I felt happier and because of that, I'm only thinking of happy thoughts right now! :D Well, as you all know being 24 gave me the time to discover a lot of things in my life. What I really wanted to do and to achieve. Then just now, I suddenly remembered my past birthdays. As far as I could remember, my 23rd birthday was I think the worst birthday ever. I was so br...

You know what? I was down and that was really evident. But now, I felt shy on how I acted on my previous post. I acted like a child, it was so immature of me to think that way. But somehow, that helped in pulling out what's really inside of me, right? I don't really have to hide myself, maybe not in that kind of situation. What happened today was something that is unexpected. Maybe, its because I decided not to be that happy. But I think God was just so kind because He really knew when He would be cheering me up. Jaro, a friend whom I met online, also a listener of RX FM like me, greeted me a "Belated Happy Birthday" and that was when my day started to be fine. Jaro is living abroad, I'm not just sure of which part of the US she is residing. But what I am very much sure of is, even though she greeted me a belated message, they were still having a day late from us! So that only means that it is still my birthday! The day may end here but I still have an extended ti...

For those who were asking? Yes, today is my birthday. Then? My day started nicely, I waited for midnight before I hit the bed but when I was about to shut down my Duke, (by the way, Duke is the name of my EeePC) messages started to roll in one by one! And on that the very moment I thought of: "OMG! I forgot to change my status (YM) to invisible!" So what else could I do but to make a reply to each and everyone of them! Well that really didn't bothered me at all. All that I'm thinking that time was just, "Oh my.. when will this end?! I still have to sleep for I have work by 7AM!" Hahahahah! But then I, managed to be out from all of those for a while. Anyways, most of them were my officemates who were at the night shift.. so no biggy! heheheh.. And some of those who greeted me happened to be from my Ozine family! XD So as I woke up, the day just seemed to be a normal one. Cold and as usual, its still dark outside. Preparations went through then off we were to ...