Rashid Bums Out

Yesterday was a full blast of stress.. and i really need some air.. *sigh* btw. i had already put a strikethrough on my previous post. i thought of deleting it.. but i didn't.. this is my blog.. my rant place mixed with lots of emotions.. so just to make it more of a personal blog.. putting the strikethrough will just be perfect. i want to post some pics so badly.. but i hardly can't.. T_T this is getting so dull and boring.. uhmm.. let me think.. (again.. another stress contribution.. amf!) the eeepc that i am talking about which was left at home by ate lou for me.. or gid to buy.. is merely on its idle state started when the wifi connection went down.. now.. what's inside the buble thought is.. should i be the one to buy that..? well of course it will be an additional arrangement for my budget.. but still i've been thinking.. if i am the one to be paying that.. hmm.. should i be starting now to look for an internet connection?! globe is offering.. i don't know if ...

wth are their problem?! these are my files.. those are my shots.. and those are my freakin property! who are they to delete those!? fuck! yeah.. and i really mean it.. i hate it when people want to see my phone.. watch taken videos, pictures and stuff then suddenly they'll just take it off.. delete and give it back! damn them! i am really mad.. yeah.. fuckin mad!! as if i care to the level of giving that fuckin video to the world! shit! AND THIS IS REALLY MY UNCENSORED POST! i don't care about the words i'm using now.. just don't dare doin that again.. or.. err... as if i'm still to use my phone on you! duhh.. i'm so fuckin pissed off! well nweiz.. for some updates.. i've put the announcements on the side bar.. along with the new Blog Check Section.. so.. that's it!

Blog Check DeeJay I'm Bored.. I'm sleepy.. I want to go to bed.. my eyes are rolling.. seeing twice the image.. waaaah.. i hate it when boredom strikes! the wifi connection really didn't shown up anymore.. even a single 60% is nowhere to be found now. so what i'm using now is? my mobile phone.. i downloaded this opera mini.. and there i was able to go back online.. but this was just only good for surfing.. blogging is done the other way though.. with picture blogging of course.. i wanna post some pictures here though but USB connection is not allowed at the office.. >. now i'm thinking.. should i now be making a new page for my pictures? hahaha.. hmmmmmmmm..... i really can't handle my pictures though.. i started up multiply but can't manage to fix it up.. had friendster but.. err.. i don't wanna use my phone be connected on a computer in an internet shop just to upload my pix.. waah.. too vulnerable for attacks! hahaha.. haay.. i still have nothing t...

i do now wake up not seeing stars now.. but the sun.. (hmm.. sun is also a star.. but.. whatever! hahaha!) yes.. my daily routine just got normal.. hehe.. i'm on a morning shift now and was been taken to be a part of a category. what's nice is.. a now have the time to go to the malls or anywhere after shift.. hahaha.. unlike when i was at the night shift.. after work.. you will really be so sleepy that you would like to lay your back on bed as soon as you got home.. hehe.. but then.. i think i'm having little sleep now.. unlike before that i am having a lot of sleep.. hahaha.. why? now that i'm on day shift i sleep by 11 then wake up at 4.. only 5 hours.. but before.. i will sleep by 10 and wake up at 7.. and that's a 9 hours of sleep! hahaha..see?! a lot! i think i'll be having difficulty on adjusting my body clock at first.. haay.. so.. wassap with me now? im suppose to do some more focused work now.. hehe.. more on the application part of my job.. but for now...

I felt the urge of posting. back aches. ouch.. don't get mad. i'm posting using your time. i need some rest. Its so boring. Weekend without a thing to do, ow.. yeah.. to rest. Baguio or not? Ozine. I was there. but haven't met anyone. Anime MP3s loudly playing in my ears. Filling the blanks. Where will I be.. Overtime. it sux! Bills on the run! Bracketing.. i do hope so.. When? New business name. At last, i'll be having my contract signed. Expenses.. a lot! Subic. Paid. 4th week, judgement? Haggardness.. Ugliness. DVD or not? Us.. Implicitly.

tired with a blank mind.. but then i'm thinking of posting and let every reader if any read what i am to about to whisper.. i feel really sleepy now but i'll just make everything short.. Now I'm almost a day awake with no sleep.. Tasks on our team was given 2 weeks deadline.. and then we're off to our new teams.. yeah.. hopefully we'll be distributed and be part of a new team.. Our overtime already happened days ago which did caused me to look haggard.. i really have a lot of time to rest.. just went online now to check for emails.. then here to post.. what else.. hmm.. i'l just keep you posted as soon as i get some extra time.. and that includes my blog hops to my buddies.. so well.. have to take my rest.. i might be going back to work later.. another tiresome yet cash collecting task.. hehehe.. ja~

I was going to work when it started to rain.. and that just made me think why i now hated rain.. I used to like rain before when i was younger.. getting wet and soaked under the rain make me feel so happy but then.. everything changed when i learned that the rain that i loved before was not anymore the rain that i used to know.. It just got different.. it went violent.. destructive.. it even caused our house to get damped.. and dumped last 2006.. and that's when i started hating rain.. I was to post something this morning.. but when i was just to click the new post tab.. wifi connection went out.. and that's why i haven''t had the chance to post it up here.. so maybe i'll just have to repeat all of those stuff all over again now.. First.. i got myself dyed.. err.. i mean my hair dyed.. i have this light brown color strands on my hair.. rusty color.. hehehe.. Second.. I was to post the hot topic last night.. but.. hmm.. ok.. here it is.. What would you rather choose....