Rashid Bums Out

And the moon is high up there. Maybe I'm really experiencing my full moon syndrome again. And hell I was right. I don't know but full moons have always been a critical time for me each month. Though this one's just a personal belief but I still keep myself cautious of what's going to happen. But reading from my previous post, a lot had already happened. Last week I was all over with my friends, but now I'm sulking at work having less interaction with the world. Yes, I was the one who decided this but inside me, fear is starting to grow. If this continues, I'll be experiencing another familiar situation, me fading. So ironic but I find this easier than taking a risk to reconnect without knowing if a hand is still willing to grab mine. #DramaOverload Damn, my blog's being itself again because of these kinds of entries. I just hate it when I'm on the verge of losing another close friend again. It has always been a big deal but I was always on the l...

Getting too comfortable with someone has always been a bad habit of mine which had really caused me to get into an argument with those people I got close with. And this time, you guessed it right. Something similar happened again. Weekend was fun, Manila Ocean Park on Saturday then we got invited to have a Sunday swim with our friend's family outing. But this happy weekend ended sourly. He gets mad, I said sorry on my most normal self, he walks away. My friends went to eat, I bought mine, my friends bought his. Still mad, telling that he won't eat. Thinking that he needs it as he needs to take his med as well but still gave his food away. A little later, came near to get his food, maybe because our friend got irritated of him not eating, but still made the angry scene blaming me of why he's getting mad. I could normally ignore this if this was someone I don't really care about. Someone like a stranger or an acquaintance. But this one's different. This one's...

I know that there's nothing to worry but still there are times that I just really don't know what to feel. One second I'm happy, another second I get tired, then lonely. It's the time of the year again, Ozine Fest. I should really be excited and glad to become a part of it again but this time's different. I might have said this before that I am going to take some break off the events last year because of what happened. A couple of these events came by but this one's really on a different scale. Baggage counter. It's a part of the event where I think everything started. I don't know but somehow, it became evident that I still really have a grudge on that very tiny area.Though I already had Kuhn, together with these 3 other girls, manage it but still, the feeling really do lingers. I asked Rye to be a part of the event again. But I'm not yet sure if this one's a good idea. This time really is not anymore the same with how we get to enjoy t...

There are just a lot of things to thank of lately. I just can't even start to count! But what's made me so happy is the opportunity that I got to work at home even for a part time job and on a flexible schedule! 4-5 hours a day whenever I'm free as long as I complete the 30 hours minimum per week! This was something that I was hoping to get when I was on my bum years like 2 years ago. But now that it came in, am I not going to grab that? It's going to be a great chance for me to receive real income and I have already started working on an assignment since Sunday. Though I actually do have a professional job but living for the day is different from actually earning. What just happened made me go back to my goals on what to achieve. To discipline myself even more for me to be able to do things smoothly. I won't be letting go of this chance and that's what I'm gonna work on really hard. Though since I have a full-time day-shift job, plus th...

My blogger/friend Rozeh held a domain giveaway for her 4th blog anniversary and I was so lucky to be her secondary winner to receive a free 1 year .info domain! Now thinking of what I will do about the new domain. I've been already maintaining a personal blog.. maybe I'll try running a niche site for a change. Hmm. o.Oa And of course, please do visit her sites at Kettobase  and Technowish -- Thanks again Rozeh!

A friend asked me if I know any stores which caters Hotel Supply Online . Since this one's a bit new to me, I tried to look for some over the internet and found PeachSuite Hotel Supply . They are offering a wide array of selections from hotel, resort and restaurant supplies and equipment and are providing free shipping for items purchased amounting to over $500. This amount isn't really bad when we are talking about products from the top selling brands like All-Clad, Anchor, OXO, Riegel, Chicago Cutlery, Arcoroc, Swiffer and Sunbeam. Toby is actually looking for a nearby Atlanta Hotel Supply as he is in need for some Hotel Bar Supplies to complete his very cozy bar. I already relayed to him about this site from PeachSuite and I was really glad that he liked it. He knew that the products being offered there are of high quality and add to that the value of money to be spent for these items are still considered to be very generous! We tried to get in touch with them through ...