Rashid Bums Out

I want to see it clearly.. Things that I really want.. Or even those things that I didn't knew that I wanted.. It's just that.. lately.. I've been wanting a lot of things now.. And we all know what's WANT and NEED right? Well here it goes.. What surprised me were these two things that suddenly popped out on my mind when I was at the bus going home. "I want to own a car, and to have a billboard of me over there.." Can you just imagine that?! I mean.. that will always remain as a dream right?! I mean the billboard thing! C'mon! Reality.. hello! hahaha! Just to remind myself.. never did I wanted to own a car before and even to have a billboard of me hanging anywhere! So those were just 2 of my most surprising thoughts I had lately. For the "MORE REALISTIC" ones.. I think, I'll be making a confession here. I've been idolizing "some" people lately. I've learned that these cool guys are really those whom I want to look up to. By...

Just finished watching the final episode of 07-Ghost's season 1 a while ago and thought of doing something like this. This just really became one of my favorites so far. It's mostly about how strong your will is when it comes to standing by those people you cared the most. About how to to know what's just about something that you want to believe in. About the truth that has many forms as there are people. Now, just how will you be giving meaning on this 3 pics posted above? Reading (the subtitles) only just that would really make you think. Well, it just depends on how you interpret it though. It's all about growing up, being not just that stupid brat but to who you had become. I dunno, but as what people say, when you lose something, you'll gain something better. And maybe, I think I'll just have to believe in that. Though I still really don't see what that gain is.. I'll just think positive about that. For those who are watching this series.. "Sea...

Because it became my habit to be still be up until 2AM, here's what I've done! haha! Editing some pics using Picasa 3! Oh well.. Happy that this day didn't turned out really bad. Somehow, I enjoyed the day through these pics..^^

What's the biggest shot? The Office. I finally named it my "Loneliest place on Earth" and hell yeah, so true! I now only go to the office for plain work and to super patiently wait for the clock to hit 4PM or until all my tasks are done, then go. Looks so boring right? Nice it may seem if I'm pretty much busy, so this made me somehow loved Tuesdays, Wednesdays and even Saturdays, since these days are the busiest days of my week, but hell to Thursdays and Fridays! These are just the damn wicked days which really kills me to death! Days that at most of the time, I'm doing nothing! So the pain is there, the sadness is there, sometimes, even tears are there.. just say, c'mon! what else could you ask for! I'm lonely and so much broke! I'm not really hiding it. You may see me smile at times, laugh at times, but that doesn't mean that I'm fine. I'm even thinking of leaving.. again. A thought that was already been with me months back. And its comin...

Sharing something that someone shared me.. I know this is something that you may hear on some churches.. but I don't mind.. It's nice eh.. try listening to it.. you'll know..^^ FM Static Dear God Dear God I wrote this letter, To put my thoughts on paper, Sometimes life seems like a criminal, Without a well planned caper I know Youre the answer, But I forget the question, How do I know You love me, When no one else, seems to care Ive tried everything I thought, Might help me understand things, And it didnt tell me anything, Or even play my heart strings So Im writing You this letter, To wait for Your reply, I am so tired, of not believing, Ill give You a try I dont know, but I got this feeling, That todays gonna be my turning point, Everyday I get a little bit closer, It feels so good to finally be over I dont know, but I think Im learning, This type of thing, Never been my calling card, Sometimes you just gotta look closer, Instead of searchin so hard So when I start to get...

Just for share.. kinda relates to the current "what's going on with me" now.. Enjoy the music coz I enjoyed it a lot! ^^ David Choi I Can Get Used To This I kept all of my feelings locked inside of me, Finally found someone to trust with everything, Oh I try so hard always to be a man, But right now I just, I can't understand how I can't control. Oh, I think love's got a hold on me. [Chorus: ] Such a foreign feeling, but you know... I can get used to this, I can get used to this, I can get used to this now. Comfortable and feels so real, I can get used to this, Stuck in this happiness. I can get used to this now, Yeah... [Verse 2:] I think this is the first time I've ever felt like this And found someone I would never want to miss. I feel like a child, I get butterflies, Sorry this is the only way to describe. Think I'll let it go, Let this love get a hold of me [Chorus:] Such a foreign feeling, but you know... I can get used to this, I can get used to...