Rashid Bums Out

From RashidOnline Blog Pics i wasn't been able to blog last week.. i know. just became so freakin busy.. only me doing the whole bunch of job in our team.. darn.. anyways.. one question to be answered.. ano nga ba trabaho ko? well now that i became a part of a category.. my job now is to handle the applications of our category which is the Body, Lights and Mirrors Category. and applications as i was sayin are the make and model of a certain car.. together with its submodel, cylinder and liter.. sometimes with engine info and some additional description.. my task now is.. to manage these applications.. seeing to it that every application fits a single part.. something like.. one partnumber is to many applications.. well anyways.. i still don't have my new updated job description yet.. maybe through that, my nature of job will be more likely to be understood.. From RashidOnline Blog Pics so.. yeah.. last saturday i got a chance to be with my so long time online buddies at otakuzi...

i thought it was just friday today.. i dunno why.. i even wore this long sleeves paired with maong pants and black shoes! then all of the sudden.. malalaman ko nalang.. sabado na pala! wherein dapat nakasomething na nakawash day attire lang ako.. ahahah.. alright.. i am just fighting this feeling of being not so active on blogging right now.. i really don't have anything on mind to put in here.. damness.. let me think.. *thinking* From RashidOnline Blog Pics and that's me on the pic.. hahaha.. just thought of posting some piece of me in here..XP i dunno.. i think i just have to delete this one so its better to be put in here.. so how do you find me now.. hahahah.. i just don't like the first posted pic of me down there.. reason for me to post another one.. hahaha.. *sigh* so.. what happened? Work. my tasks are still to be cleared.. still have to make some clarifications to what i am suppose to be doing on the new team. ozine. i think i'll be having a half dy by the 2...

I might just was bored on my last post.. reason for me to write that up on my last part of the entry.. anyways.. i'm quite busy now.. and can't think of anything like that now.. had now my updates.. and take note.. double the updates coz from version 08-02 last week.. its now 08-04.. (wth i'm talkin about?! O.o) Ahh.. Repairmate version.. So.. got myself stucked at home these weekend.. got online for about twice.. just to check the dorm.. and back at home.. i decided to wash the clothes and clean the floor.. i'm just so wanting to be doing something that time.. i even threw garbages! and that only can happen once in a red moon! ahahaha.. parang lobo lang.. pulang buwan! i even thought of a lot of some things.. but i would just rather not talk about it here.. maybe on my next post.. i just have to reconstruct the thoughts that was on my mind that time.. and anyways.. its almost time to go home.. hehe.. so.. be it!

i was on my way home when this kid went up on the jeepney that i was in.. holidng this white envelope with this written on it.. kaunting tulong lang po para sa pagkain at damit naming magkakapatid.. the envelope was suppose to be used for asking some help.. some financial help.. and it is given to all who are in that ride. some will give, some didn't.. and i am one of those who didn't gave.. i dunno.. i do give alms before.. before when i still haven't know that the kids that i was helping was only using the money that to buy... rugby.. so that was it.. after knowing.. i didn't ever gave anything to anyone like them anymore.. haay.. i might turn bad coz of that but.. i don't want them to use my help to ruin their lives.. T_T anyways.. if these kids are really so helpless.. why don't they volunteer theirselves to dswd.. dba? nang sa ganun.. mapaayos sila.. and siguro naman tatanggapin sila ng ahensyang yun kasi nga yun ang dapat na ginagawa nila.. then.. at home....

thoughts are rushing down through my brain cells again.. From RashidOnline Blog Pics Self Renewal. I need to be rejuvinated, to be inspired, to be re-energized. it's not all about the stress but i think i'm in the depths of this cycle.. same old routine that i'm into.. i need something new.. some new activities.. new stuffs to do.. to learn.. anything just to be out of the sea of boredom and stillness. i'm always thinking of going out. stroll, some time going to somewhere else.. far from work and all from this stressful environment. i don't want to stuck myself anymore at home killing time through sleeping.. there's a lot more to enjoy.. i should have broke out of the box that i'm in.. may be its time for me to move on to something better for myself.. to relax.. have some fun.. enjoy.. Sense of Responsibility & Discipline. pansin ko lang kasi parang ang tamad tamad ko na.. this shouldn't be.. i should be aware of the things that i'm suppose to...

From RashidOnline Blog Pics More of the pics are posted on my Flickr Account Photos taken last April 21.. that is.. if i'm not mistaken.. heheh.. It was when we started doing the monday routine at Ate kris' condo.. but bad thing coz.. we havn't been able to do it last monday.. we all had became so busy.. >. From RashidOnline Blog Pics i am just posting now my previous shots.. hehe.. i do hope i can still upload the others as well so soon so that i can put it in here na.. and now i'm thinking of changing the layout into something that will blend with my pictures.. i just cant use this anymore.. so plain.. so.. err.. plain! hehe.. today is saturday by the way.. Pyro Olympics again! we might be going to MOA after work to watch. then.. we'll be going to celebrate Nica's birthday! another gulp gulp gulp!! hehehe.. too bad i have these thrush! thrush as in singaw! ang sakit sakit na.. hindi na ko makakain ng maigi.. ang hapdi.. hindi lang pati isa.. tatlo sila! or...

From RashidOnline Blog Pics From RashidOnline Blog Pics From RashidOnline Blog Pics From RashidOnline Blog Pics From RashidOnline Blog Pics Taken from ocean park yesterday.. :3 Of all the pictures taken.. these are the ones we find so cool.. haha.. its kinda like of shadow portraits.. Hopefully i can continue posting pictures from now on! hahahaha.. more and more pics to come!