Rashid Bums Out

This Tumblr pic from Mina really caught my attention. And since this is the 100th post for this year, let's make it a topic! It's been a long time already that I happened to lose my missing pair. I guess, it would just be easy to replace it but what makes it difficult is to be looking for a pair that will match up pretty well. It's sad to be alone. Just looking at the photo will let you feel how it is to be one. But there's nothing we can do if God is not yet finished in writing the best love story for us. Looking for it is just an unexplainable thing. You'll try searching, get tired, give it all to fate, then you'll gonna feel something, then you'll try to follow that feeling, making things right, hoping that things would get well but in the end, you're still not sure if it's the one. Let's see, I hope this is not going to be misinterpreted by some. Me being single doesn't mean that I'm still hooked with someone in my past. Just to spell...

Hmm, not always the case.. or should I say, might be commonly the case but would not likely to happen to all, right? Watched the series for the second time, and it still did not fail to make me feel those emotions that each of the characters portray. I can see myself in them, can relate to their story and even cry on scenes that are really heart whelming, reason for me to make it one of my favorite! I don't want to close my mind thinking that everything will eventually end because of the harsh path that one has to follow. Just like Misaki and Akihiko, I would rather go on through that harsh path. It may seem pretty odd to people around you, but as long as you know how to make things right, I think, there will never be a single reason to end something that you will believe to last forever. Haaay.. I wonder when will I be rewatching this series again. Haha! Hmm, let's see..what if I open a new site doing posts of the animes which I recently watched, episode per post type of thing...

Tumblr Pic for tonight..^^ Got this from Mina ! XD If you find Whispered interesting, why not subscribe to its Posts RSS ? Do it now! ^^

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Still got nothing to do.. hahaha! browsing some tumblr pics! looolz! Ambenta pramis! haha! If you find Whispered interesting, why not subscribe to its Posts RSS ? Do it now! ^^

Oha oha! Yan ang banat! Winner! hahaha! Got that on Tumblr.. loolz! If you find Whispered interesting, why not subscribe to its Posts RSS ? Do it now! ^^

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I've been looking on this postcard which is on my workstation right now. If only love can be shared like this.. *sigh* If you find Whispered interesting, why not subscribe to its Posts RSS ? Do it now! ^^

    How I just wished that these scars were made from that blade, but unfortunately, I just got them from doing the laundry. I walked home from work, and had lots of "suicidal" thoughts ran through my mind, non-stop. Wishing that a car would hit me, someone would stab me, an accident would drive into me and everything alike. I just wanted fate to end up my life. This may sound crazy knowing that the person you knew of me has this kind of thinking inside my mind. My real friends might kill me as soon as they read this, I would love to. They see me as someone who can stand up straight and fix every mess that comes, but what they don't know is, I'm just always letting fate decide of what's gonna happen next. Walking alone made me clear things about myself, I'm reckless and hopeless. I'm not of any help to my family lately, I'm not a good friend anymore, having no growth as an employee as well. Maybe my dad is right to call me "inutil" , well at...

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Day 2 of the week and I'm just getting more depressed. Walked halfway home again after work. Things really can't get away my head that easy. Still, our office is the most loneliest place on Earth for me. So just to recover from being deep-soaked in sadness, indulgence is a must! That's what I had after having dinner, I'm getting used to having cake with tea now. What I had a while ago was Kohee's Black Forest Cake and Cinnamon Apple flavored Stash tea. I really didn't care about how much I'm gonna pay, I'm more concerned about myself being drowned again from those tears that I shed late this afternoon at work. I was hurt and even though I don't clearly understand it, it really made me emotionally unstable. I know people are concerned but are you now telling me that we're in totally different levels right now, reason for us to break up like this? So am I to conclude now that what's really happening right now is the kind of treatment that...

I received a call early this evening from a firm who found my profile on a certain job hunting site. She introduced to me their company, interviewed me and explained to me the position that she thinks will fit for me. I had her questions answered and she told me that she'll be back to call me again in a few. After a little while she called and told me that I did not qualified for the position that she offered me earlier. This just really left me disheartened. What just happened made me realize some things. I'm not really blind about it but reaching this point where in skills are being looked upon, my mind is starting to wonder and ask, "Is there growth for me here?" After work, I walked for a while, contemplating on what just happened. The skills that I have now doesn't even matched the one they're looking for. They're actually looking for someone who can do things manually, can compute finances with understanding, that's why they need it to be done ma...

Curiosity just had the whole of me, so I tried making my domain use the custom domain publishing option of Blogger, then here it is! Just finished fixing the DNS and CNAME records with the help of my domain provider. New layout at last and its just pretty simple. Still have to do some things though, so I'm gonna leave this up first in a while while trying to figure out some redirecting issues.. later! ^^ Ooops! btw, I'm gonna ask for your links again for my blog list.. if you happen to drop by, please write me a comment of your link so that I can add'em up! thanks! ^^

I'm beginning to believe that, I'm loosing friends because I'm becoming so bad.. It's like, what I've become was the worst for some people. And now I'm wondering, is this still the real me? Or maybe, it's really hard for them to accept the kind of me that I've become. Last week I watched Kimi ni Todoke's 4th episode, Rumors. This just really got me that I have to blog it out. Misunderstanding became its theme, And Sawako's character gave me a view from a different perspective. I don't know if I can still be called as their friend. How long has it been? 2 months? almost 3 months? I'm already less of a friend to them and is just a mere someone who's scared to make new friends again. "You change for 2 reasons: Either you learn enough that you want to, or you've been hurt enough that you have to" I would rather go for the latter. I didn't intend to disappoint those people around me of who I have become but what appears ...