Rashid Bums Out

i know.. i'm starting to hurt people again.. waah.. i don't like it this way.. good thing coz some do understands but.. am i to explain things..? well maybe.. i dunno.. but evrything's happening all over again.. and i don't want this to be one of those another used to be..

so we're left here with this deafening silence.. they're off and now we're talking only through our ym.. *sigh* what's left for us to do.. training materials.. doing things better.. near perfect.. any more difference without? have no one to be with at breaks.. have no one to hug.. have no one to kiss.. as they've said.. it'll not last long.. i do hope so.. i'm missing someone.. really.. hope tis person feels better.. and feels the same way too.. hehe.. Question: Am i currently committed? i don't think so.. no.. i'm not.. i'm hangin out with somebody but it doesn't mean that i'm into that.. maybe that's why i can't hardly tell what i feel towards the person.. Reason: I'm still makin myself reserved for someone else.. And I've already told tis person that i'll always be.. and i'll be waiting.. i mean it.. i even had waited for almost 3 months before.. why can't i do it now..? sure hope everything fall into place....

they started packing up things now.. they're really off to manila by tomorrow.. well.. without gid yet.. for he's following them there by sunday.. had some little conversation a while ago about what would be like when all is left here is us.. hmm.. everything would be fine.. juz that we'll be having some adjustments.. well.. we'll be following them there soon.. and that' s what we all are thinking now.. soon.. anyways.. still lookin for more blogmates..^^ have to build this thing up again.. help!^^ Top Gun. juz happened to watched it a while ago with mum at home.. hmm.. this now really made me think.. having this life that i have now.. i don't think it fits me.. well.. i do had a lot of good experience though but still.. a lot has been missing.. this i juz realize.. or should i say.. i've always been thinking about it.. i'm having this kind of personality which sometimes bothers me.. here.. i loved playing Warcraft.. even movies like The Lord of the Ring...

i'm really happy of what i am seeing now here on my blog.. too bad only for i still don't know if my previous blog will still be fixed by mika.. well anyways i added some affy's and some links.. i even have now my feed! hehe.. now i understand what they are for..^^ so.. i've added a lot on my navy.. but still looking for more link exchange! so people! let's exchange links!^^ i also made some edits on my previous post.. added some posts from blogchex.. so anyways.. today's friday.. by tomorrow some of them here at the office will be moving to manila.. i'm really now thinking how will it be like without them here.. after 3 weeks maybe we'll be following them.. hope we do.. but that a lot of time to wait.. so.. still don't have plans for weekend.. maybe i would juz be staying home.. or might go back to nabua for some visit.. still don't know really..

i'm back! now i'm using again blogger.. my previous blog's still not up.. and i'm reffering to http://kravre.solitary-cross.net .. started also bloggin at http://www.blogchex.com/kravre but when i started customizing my side navi.. i happened to pass by these feeds which are not yet known to me.. really.. so i checked blogger to know that they do offer feeds.. knew this thing coz of the blogs that i've seen.. and one thing more.. blogger updated a lot and that's great! so user friendly..^^ i'm now enjoying here again..^^ so.. anyways.. think i'll be managing 2 blogs for now.. the ones at blogchex and here.. so you guys better check them out.. one problem is.. i still have to scatter my link.. repost this again for them to be onformed that i moved links again.. haay.. really don't know where to go.. i signed to blogchex for some extra income.. posted several posts there.. and now i'll be concentrating here..^^ still have to edit my side navi here...