Rashid Bums Out

Yeah. I've said that i'll be moving but since i can't really hook myself up.. i haven't updated any.. Really just can't have time to settle everything here online.. haha.. lack of precious time to do something on here.. i'll just get you all posted whenever.. whatever.. oks? that's for now.. :P

i'll be moving soon.. be under nels' domain.. and soon.. my site's gonna be http://kravre.flirt-wind.net .. :D just check it out for some updates.. its not yet up now.. still looking for some layouts that may fit.. so.. new home.. new everything.. i'll be up again for some new friends here online.. so.. let's just catch each other out! :D Powered by ScribeFire .

Its tuesday! what else! came from work. went home. set things up and got ready to rest. was with di for a couple of hours and thats it. boredom strikes! felt hunger so went out to eat. went for a stroll first.. going to anywhere my feet lead me. went to by some stuff and ended up at mcdo for a burger, fries and float. then felt the need to go and drop by to a cafe. then here i am posting! got to pass by at nels' site. thought of asking him to host me for my new blog. really don't hav time to resolve the issues here in the new blogger settings. my mind just can't concentrate well on thinking bout that. i give it all up to their stuff to do the job. hehe. if permitted, changes will occur.. gonna start from scratch again and do the stuffs. have to let my thoughts out for a while. what else? i do hope that nels will be so kind enough to lend me some space on his domain.. that's all i'm wishin ayt now. hehehe..

I'm a lil hungry now. nweiz, i've been updating my items lately and sooner we'll be receiving POs again.. Last weekend of July. Sooner.. no more weekends for me to spend. heck.. m not really thinking about that seriously am I?! Just that i got used to it already. But, that's it. there's nothing more that i can do to that. He really must have time to other people as well.. specially to those family that he was telling. Moving. Guess we'll have to move again to another place. Houses are starting to pop out in the lot side of our house. sooner.. it would look like a squatters area. No kidding.. i dunno but we are to expect 40 houses.. with 15 sq. m. each.. just really don't know how big the lot is.. maybe exactly 600sq. m. less or more.. now planning to move. and having to consider 3 options. One, move together, the three of us.. ta'Lou, me and aris. Two, moving the three of us, and sooner with k'Steve. Three, the swapping. Di will be with us then ta...

Am i over reacting? I think not. Its just my one way of contemplating.. Weh.. that's really nothing. I'm starting to get things over on me now. Not to get affected anymore. The hell they are.. hehe.. Everything's just fine. i suppose. It should be. He did. He taught me what i knew now. He made my insights differ from what i believed in. Making things clear? Its not like another used to be being with him. He's just doing it the simpliest way with the brightest meaning. August. I'm thinking. How will it be. Less the weekends together. Less the time sleeping with someone to embrace the whole of me. Less the.. heck.. what else! But.. yeah, more time for personal rants. Avoiding myself to pour all the time to him, for my world to revolve around him.. Getting away from my boring life as what he describes my life now. Personal rants. Things to cover up the "to be missing". Thinking of the "to-do-list" on a weekend rather than staying at home and kill ti...

Post directly from a window of Mozilla.. hehe.. Not actually opening the Site anymore.. Cool! hmm.. this will surely be a sample post now.. Hope this work coz the first time i posted here.. it was published.. but when i checked the edited one.. it didn't showed up.. hmm.. So how am i after a long time of not posting? hehehe.. been discovering what add ons in mozilla do.. and i ended up learning things.. and realizing that Its great using Mozilla.. hehe.. Powered by ScribeFire .

got to spare some time for posting.. hehe.. its been so very often when i get back here and post.. reaching quotas just eats time a lot.. heheh.. btw.. thanks for those who manged to drop by.. :D though i'm really not always here.. anyways.. i'm seeing pages again.. blog pages to be in particular.. and it started me to feel envied again for the layout that they are using.. haaayy.. just that i'm using the new version of blogger which is really hard in replacing its layout into a premade one.. if only there's someone who is knowledgeable on that.. :p or another resort is that.. going back to the old version then place a layout.. hmm.... what do you think is better? heheh.. recap for what happened..? had i posted that i was shifted to 12-9AM for the first 2 weeks of June? well yeah.. i was.. and that really made may salary a bit too low last payday.. minus the 3 hours night defferential is sooo... but then i'm back to my original schedule.. 9pm-6am.. but the result wa...