i'm back! now i'm using again blogger.. my previous blog's still not up.. and i'm reffering to http://kravre.solitary-cross.net.. started also bloggin at http://www.blogchex.com/kravre but when i started customizing my side navi.. i happened to pass by these feeds which are not yet known to me.. really.. so i checked blogger to know that they do offer feeds.. knew this thing coz of the blogs that i've seen.. and one thing more.. blogger updated a lot and that's great! so user friendly..^^ i'm now enjoying here again..^^
so.. anyways.. think i'll be managing 2 blogs for now.. the ones at blogchex and here.. so you guys better check them out..
one problem is.. i still have to scatter my link.. repost this again for them to be onformed that i moved links again.. haay.. really don't know where to go.. i signed to blogchex for some extra income.. posted several posts there.. and now i'll be concentrating here..^^
still have to edit my side navi here.. i'm using widgets here at blogger and i still can't figure things out.. i think i'll be making manuals again.. hmm.. want my shout box back.. but i looking for a way to insert it using widgets..^^
cliques section will be updated soon.. i'll bring back my original affy's so don't you guys worry..^^
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by the way.. these were my posts at blogchex.. juz wanna post it here also...^^
//6 Dayz Left..
19 February, 2007
not pretty sure if my previous link would still be up.. so still for the time being.. you could still catch me up in here..
not really in a good mood.. so sleepy.. haven't had my sleep for the day.. went to Nabua to come and visit my Aunt.. unfortunately my cousin wasn't there.. he was suppose to be my reason of going home there.. had to have some time with him but yet.. he haven't got home coz of his practice at school.. so what happened was i spent some time with my former classmates instead.. and that's why i haven't had my sleep yet.. they let me go home by 4.. arrived by 6 and started preparing for tonight's work.. so.. i'll not be surprised if my officemates would notice me to be so blue tonight..
had this time texting with gid last night.. started with the usual talks.. then it turned out to be a semi-serious talk.. some confessions went out.. which i myself can't give any reasons why.. juz that what i only know for now is what i had confessed.. well somehow.. confessions really do help to lessen what's inside.. but what kept me worrying is the impact that it would bring.. hmm.. i'm not really in that point of worrying a lot but still of course.. knowing that his not really used to it.. as he had said.. and being on the same department.. keeps me really worried.. but not that much though.. juz fine.. i think he knows how to deal with it.. and that's what i'm juz thinking..^^
well anyways.. 6 days left and they're off to manila.. then after a couple of weeks.. there we'll be also.. juz really don't have the slightest idea of what's waiting there for me.. sure hope its good..
Better I suppose..
16 February, 2007
poor connection here at the office right now.. i should have already posted my current post but the heck! nweiz..
my previous blog is not yet up.. still i can't contact my hostees.. well then.. that made me decide to rant everything up in here.. so i'll be staying here for now..
14th turned out to be a not so good one.. early that morning i came to drop by there.. but went home early also.. i know i should be with somebody that day but then.. the whole day was spent only for sleeping.. me having rest coz of my work at night... i felt bad coz i know i made someone sad because of this.. it did became noticeable that i was so blue at work.. they were not used to it.. they keep on asking me why i'm acting that way but i couldn't hardly gave an answer..
and this i still carried until the 15th.. have no load.. haven't even texted but still i decided to drop by but this i never expected.. someone.. other than me was there.. i don't know where i should be standing.. i know that i should be going.. or else i might be reacting very negative on that.. i told them that i'll be meeting people.. i went downstairs and there i went off.. i know.. its only an excuse for me to avoid what i came into.. went straight home and thought of what happened.. i went to sleep for me to get away of those things.. but then as i wake up.. it still bothered me.. until i came to realize that it will all consume me if i'd still think of these things.. i felt better somehow.. but i know i have to deal with this things together with the ones in part of it..
well.. the department's moving to manila.. and 7 of us will be off by monday.. people left will then follow after 3 weeks i think.. and i'm included to those people that will follow.. maybe it is just for us to be given a fair compensation for that right? i mean.. its a lot more easier to live here than there.. thinking of the cost of living there.. i doubt it..
so.. the 7 of them will be going there.. and it will take 3 weeks before we could follow.. i'm now even thinking of what would be going on in here when all is left is us.. i mean.. i will really miss the company.. the laughter abd joy.. the jokes that were always brought out on me.. all of those will be frozen in 3 weeks.. i will surely be missing them.. if only we could go there all for only one ride!
but then.. that's reality.. and that's what i'm facing right now.. *sigh*
Morning.. //Alone..
13 February, 2007
Started the day alone.. ate my breakfast and supposed to go home alone as well.. but after eating.. wait for a jeep then went home.. but on the way someone texted me.. telling me to drop by.. happy to know.. i went there straight ahead and let time pass by for some several hours..^^
whole day sleeping.. it was by 6pm when i woke up.. prepared myself for work and went my way back to office..
on the way i was texting with 'nep.. talking about what's gonna be tomorrow for Valentine's.. i really haven't planned for that day.. but then i have someone to be with..^^ i don't know but it'll be after work that i'll manage to start my day for that ocassion..
walking my way to office, thoughts of being alone came back to my mind again.. it used to be alone.. but why do i feel like this again..?! maybe because of i was been used to be with someone while eating dinner, lunch break by 1am and by breakfast..
now.. though it haven't changed a lot really.. something's still have to be back to where it begun..
me.. being alone..
by the way.. i saw this and juz wanted to post it here..
FORGET
Forget his name, forget his face, Forget his kiss and warm embrace. Forget the time you spent together. Forget it all he is gone forever. Forget the fact that he once cared, Forget the love that he once shared. Forget his love that once was true, Remember now there is someone new. Forget you cried all night long, Forget him when they play your song. Forget how close you once were. Remember how he chose her. Forget you memorized the way he walked. Forget the way that he talked. Forget the times he made you mad. Remember how he made you feel so sad. Forget the thrills when he said, Hi! Forget the times he made you cry. Forget the way he said your name. Remember now he is not the same. Forget you saw him yesterday. Forget his gentle and teasing way. Forget the things you had planned to do. Remember now he is not with you. Forget the times that went so fast. Forget it all it is in the past. Forget he said, I'll leave you never. Remember now he is gone forever. Forget the past that I once knew. Forget it all leave it too. Cause he no longer loves me..... He loves you...
so.. anyways.. think i'll be managing 2 blogs for now.. the ones at blogchex and here.. so you guys better check them out..
one problem is.. i still have to scatter my link.. repost this again for them to be onformed that i moved links again.. haay.. really don't know where to go.. i signed to blogchex for some extra income.. posted several posts there.. and now i'll be concentrating here..^^
still have to edit my side navi here.. i'm using widgets here at blogger and i still can't figure things out.. i think i'll be making manuals again.. hmm.. want my shout box back.. but i looking for a way to insert it using widgets..^^
cliques section will be updated soon.. i'll bring back my original affy's so don't you guys worry..^^
[edit]
by the way.. these were my posts at blogchex.. juz wanna post it here also...^^
//6 Dayz Left..
19 February, 2007
not pretty sure if my previous link would still be up.. so still for the time being.. you could still catch me up in here..
not really in a good mood.. so sleepy.. haven't had my sleep for the day.. went to Nabua to come and visit my Aunt.. unfortunately my cousin wasn't there.. he was suppose to be my reason of going home there.. had to have some time with him but yet.. he haven't got home coz of his practice at school.. so what happened was i spent some time with my former classmates instead.. and that's why i haven't had my sleep yet.. they let me go home by 4.. arrived by 6 and started preparing for tonight's work.. so.. i'll not be surprised if my officemates would notice me to be so blue tonight..
had this time texting with gid last night.. started with the usual talks.. then it turned out to be a semi-serious talk.. some confessions went out.. which i myself can't give any reasons why.. juz that what i only know for now is what i had confessed.. well somehow.. confessions really do help to lessen what's inside.. but what kept me worrying is the impact that it would bring.. hmm.. i'm not really in that point of worrying a lot but still of course.. knowing that his not really used to it.. as he had said.. and being on the same department.. keeps me really worried.. but not that much though.. juz fine.. i think he knows how to deal with it.. and that's what i'm juz thinking..^^
well anyways.. 6 days left and they're off to manila.. then after a couple of weeks.. there we'll be also.. juz really don't have the slightest idea of what's waiting there for me.. sure hope its good..
Better I suppose..
16 February, 2007
poor connection here at the office right now.. i should have already posted my current post but the heck! nweiz..
my previous blog is not yet up.. still i can't contact my hostees.. well then.. that made me decide to rant everything up in here.. so i'll be staying here for now..
14th turned out to be a not so good one.. early that morning i came to drop by there.. but went home early also.. i know i should be with somebody that day but then.. the whole day was spent only for sleeping.. me having rest coz of my work at night... i felt bad coz i know i made someone sad because of this.. it did became noticeable that i was so blue at work.. they were not used to it.. they keep on asking me why i'm acting that way but i couldn't hardly gave an answer..
and this i still carried until the 15th.. have no load.. haven't even texted but still i decided to drop by but this i never expected.. someone.. other than me was there.. i don't know where i should be standing.. i know that i should be going.. or else i might be reacting very negative on that.. i told them that i'll be meeting people.. i went downstairs and there i went off.. i know.. its only an excuse for me to avoid what i came into.. went straight home and thought of what happened.. i went to sleep for me to get away of those things.. but then as i wake up.. it still bothered me.. until i came to realize that it will all consume me if i'd still think of these things.. i felt better somehow.. but i know i have to deal with this things together with the ones in part of it..
well.. the department's moving to manila.. and 7 of us will be off by monday.. people left will then follow after 3 weeks i think.. and i'm included to those people that will follow.. maybe it is just for us to be given a fair compensation for that right? i mean.. its a lot more easier to live here than there.. thinking of the cost of living there.. i doubt it..
so.. the 7 of them will be going there.. and it will take 3 weeks before we could follow.. i'm now even thinking of what would be going on in here when all is left is us.. i mean.. i will really miss the company.. the laughter abd joy.. the jokes that were always brought out on me.. all of those will be frozen in 3 weeks.. i will surely be missing them.. if only we could go there all for only one ride!
but then.. that's reality.. and that's what i'm facing right now.. *sigh*
Morning.. //Alone..
13 February, 2007
Started the day alone.. ate my breakfast and supposed to go home alone as well.. but after eating.. wait for a jeep then went home.. but on the way someone texted me.. telling me to drop by.. happy to know.. i went there straight ahead and let time pass by for some several hours..^^
whole day sleeping.. it was by 6pm when i woke up.. prepared myself for work and went my way back to office..
on the way i was texting with 'nep.. talking about what's gonna be tomorrow for Valentine's.. i really haven't planned for that day.. but then i have someone to be with..^^ i don't know but it'll be after work that i'll manage to start my day for that ocassion..
walking my way to office, thoughts of being alone came back to my mind again.. it used to be alone.. but why do i feel like this again..?! maybe because of i was been used to be with someone while eating dinner, lunch break by 1am and by breakfast..
now.. though it haven't changed a lot really.. something's still have to be back to where it begun..
me.. being alone..
by the way.. i saw this and juz wanted to post it here..
FORGET
Forget his name, forget his face, Forget his kiss and warm embrace. Forget the time you spent together. Forget it all he is gone forever. Forget the fact that he once cared, Forget the love that he once shared. Forget his love that once was true, Remember now there is someone new. Forget you cried all night long, Forget him when they play your song. Forget how close you once were. Remember how he chose her. Forget you memorized the way he walked. Forget the way that he talked. Forget the times he made you mad. Remember how he made you feel so sad. Forget the thrills when he said, Hi! Forget the times he made you cry. Forget the way he said your name. Remember now he is not the same. Forget you saw him yesterday. Forget his gentle and teasing way. Forget the things you had planned to do. Remember now he is not with you. Forget the times that went so fast. Forget it all it is in the past. Forget he said, I'll leave you never. Remember now he is gone forever. Forget the past that I once knew. Forget it all leave it too. Cause he no longer loves me..... He loves you...
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