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I'm starting to learn how to live life without worrying much. I don't want myself to suffer again about things that will not really help me grow up. It's still always better to cling on happiness rather than drowning yourself in sadness.

When Ondoy hits our country, Ozine made a step of helping the affected people through voluntary works and by gathering donations. The happiness that I felt on helping those typhoon victims is immeasurable. It's a different feeling, a different kind of happiness that one can feel. Plus the fact that the people who you are with are also your friends that are also willing to help. The feeling of happiness that time is just.. overflowing.

I'll be facing a new kind of life soon. Still unsure of what will this lead me but as long as I'm happy.. I know this will not fail me.

I'm starting to do things that I am enjoying. And I think I will be enjoying this more when that time comes. Kinda excited, yes. Because finally I got to learn that there are still people like them who are willing to be there for me. I didn't really expected this. I think, it's fate that lead me towards this.

It's not that I'm not anymore expecting for some things to happen, but things just really have their own way to sort everything out. And that still bothers me, wondering if things would still get better than what it is now. Maybe by then, anyways.. It'll never be the same as what it had been before, right?

Fate is still buying me some time to think. The "should stay or go" thing is still on my mind. It does really needs to consider a lot, and will surely affects a lot. I don't really want to go on like this. Having thoughts like this which is really making me half-hearted about what I'm doing. I need some answers. Haaay.

Anyways! they already did it. Some things were already been revealed.. or should I say, became kinda formal. lolz! What happened that day was really something that really made me think a lot. I'm super loving that 25% but still I have to make things a bit limited. I just can't force it out. And I still know where my place is. I love the fact that he knows, and can handle things right even if its all new to him. I just wish that things between us will be better.. than this..^^

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Dexter64 said…
"And I still know where my place is. I love the fact that he knows, and can handle things right even if its all new to him. I just wish that things between us will be better.. than this..^^"

Na intriga ako sistar! XDD

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