Welcome to the newly updated template of my humble blog, now using Blogger's Dynamic Views which I really starting to love. So, last blogging activity, September 25. What the hell happened to me in the past month? And why haven't I been able to blog about even a single word? A lot of things happened but most of the time I was thinking.
I did tell you that I was coming back home on my previous post. And know what, I did. I spent a week back home and realized a bunch of things which I should have thought of way back. The reason why I haven't even thought of coming back before is because of I was filled with the idea of when I come to visit home, I should be able to bring with me a huge sum of money in my pocket along with me, if not huge, at least a justifiable amount. I was too scared to go home bringing only myself. But I was wrong. Just seeing my mom and my dad really gave me the feeling that everything's fine. That I am still warmly welcome and that there's nothing for me to worry about. Well maybe, that's why it is called family. And because of that, I would like to thank Mayeth for inviting me for her wedding. This really pushed me to go back and visit home.
Next stop, my Bum Blog Series. I temporarily stopped updating them and I think it'll take a long time before I can get them back up. Like what I've told you, when I get back to writing with Otakuzine again, I'll shut down my anime blog to prevent myself from posting anything that I am actually writing for the magazine. I think and I firmly believe that what I write for the magazine is solely for the magazine's use only so I guess there's no argument about that and besides, I don't think anyone even notices that my anime blog ever existed. As for my online opportunity blog, since I'm back into writing for Otakuzine, and I'm currently applying for a bunch of positions on oDesk, watching anime, cook, eat and sleep and oftentimes going out with some real people, I barely have enough time to update that blog. And besides, if you really followed that blog, you might as well checked here in my personal blog as well. Let's just say that I'll just somehow post some of those online job related topics here so that you guys can still catch up. So in the end, I lost to my own personal challenge of managing multiple blogs.
Now let's talk about what I want to happen. Maybe it would really be hard to think of what I want for the long run so let's just stick with the small and easy to accomplish ones. I actually had this discussion already with Arashi but just to clear it for myself, what I want to do first is to produce some amount of money enough for me to pay the balances that I still owe to some people. To do that, hopefully part of it can be from what I will earn through writing, and I really wish that I land on my first job on oDesk as well. I also want to save up for my mom who want's to open a mini-store at home and to help her finish the house, polishing and furnishing. Then of course I want to continue what I started on The Filipino Dream. It's really branching out and a lot of things already happened there. So, maybe that's it for now, more plans will come out eventually.
So this is now the simple me, living better, one day at a time. That just really fits a bum like me. I don't want to lose that little hope that I still have. I still want to believe that I can make it, little by little, and soon I will get there.
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