Rashid Bums Out

hehe.. i'm now working on with php.. and ich ok!! hehe.. php and i are now close friends!! unlike what happened to sensei before.. hehe.. nweiz.. juz edit tis later!!~

juz came from a seminar.. hehe.. too tiring though but its ok.. i got another certificate to be added on mah files.. nweiz.. holy week's juz fine.. though its not really that exciting.. what happened.. well.. mah week was juz filled up texting people.. whom some of them are friends.. and the rest.. people i really don't know.. i even got tis someone who really fought with me through texting.. grr.. i even don't know how her number appeared on mah list!! someone even forwarded a business card with the same number again.. with the name of the owner.. my god!! its juz until tis morning when things get calm.. though there's tis someone again.. who at first gave a missed call.. then i txted him who he is.. and the reply was really!! hmph!! i should tell him who i am daw kasi sya yung napagbibintangang pinaglalaruan yung friend nya.. which is.. hindi naman akou nagtetext juz to make stupid thing unto others!! haaayyy.. i really got tis thrilling moments in texting.. heheh.. p...

i juz can't really imagine him telling others about me as his "dating friend" wow.. so is it really the start of something new for the both of us living really in a separate lives..?! wheh.. but then.. i'm still thankful having someone i used to call as bud .. thanks for the memories that you shared.. eheh.. i'll always keep them.. though something terible happen between us which made us who we are right now.. well.. i'm sorry bout that.. nweiz.. Look!! another new layie!! eheh.. hope you guys like it!! enjoy!! tis ill be mah vacation layout!! btw.. holy week is really comming.. and its axially here.. eheh.. haaayy.. i don't know if tis il be exciting.. but.. huh!? mah unlimited txt in smart expired juz a while ago.. and i need to load another 60 again to continue txtin.. oh yeah.. i juz came from ADL to have mah plateletcount coz of what happened to me yesterday.. about the pantal that grew all over mah body!! baka lang daw kulang akou sa hemoglobin or i...

i hate this week's monday!! y? 1st.. i got tis napakaraming pantal all over mah body!! grrr!!! 2nd.. we had tis exam which really sux!! nasayang lang yung pagrereview kou!! we all expected for an identification/enumaration type of exam.. but what did we got..?! essay type!! grrr!!! 3rd.. about the f#c#!n 5#!+ program that our stupid prof told us.. imbes na one week after na maisubmit namin ang sa SAD.. naun na!! so what happened..?! we are rushing now the program which still remains as the interface without the codes!! good for fafa peng's group they were able to make it and pass it on time.. at sila lang talaga yung nakapagpass na kumpleto.. haaayyy.. i really don't feel good ayt now.. T_T i wanna eat.. then go to sleep na..

yeah.. again.. i don't have any idea what to do infront of tis computer.. hmm.. i'm remaking again mah sample essay that i made for tis job.. eheh.. pano kasi kulang sa word count.. dapat kasi more than 2000 words.. eheh.. nweiz.. i juz don't know what to blog ayt now.. its juz that.. we don't have anything to pass for tomorrow!! grr!! stupid prof for making us submit the program tomorrow!! grr!!

Yeah.. what happen a while ago was not in mah plans.. being invited in a business orientation by mah former classmate way back in highschool.. it was all about IGEN PORTAL which i thought at first related to the known 1st quadrant which we all know as something.. yeah.. something like that.. eheh.. but later on while listening to the speakers.. hmm.. i really don't know why or it is juz always been the initial reaction of first-timers which is.. " t seemed ok naman eh.. " i really juz don't know but.. you'll really gain so many stuffs in here.. but still there are some things that made me negate some things.. nweiz.. enough of those biz stuffs.. i had tis dream last night which really made me think why of all things.. him..?! yeah.. i dreamt of mah bud.. but not the good one but the cold one.. someone who really doesn't even care.. basta.. he's too different in mah dream.. why...?!!?! well then.. i already have mah personal site be hosted at Sweet-Asylum...

yeah.. tis might be the start of mah boring summer vacation!! T_T School is damn empty na.. no people around to mingle with.. X_X haaayyy.. i really hate vacation though it could give me so much rest and do things i want but.. huh.. nweiz.. mum wants me to go to the office of DILG and look for Dindo whom i don't know who.. eheh.. he can help me daw kasi in getting mah OJT.. haaayy.. but i was confused coz there were two offices.. the regional and the provincial.. eheh.. which one is which?!? eheh.. i'll juz edit tis later.. naiihi na akou!! eheh.. [edit] eheh.. well.. i'm starting to do nothing again infront of tis pc..X_X whuaa!! i'm thinking of changing mah layout on mah personal site.. but i juz quite don't know what to feature next.. eheh..