Rashid Bums Out

I'm a lil hungry now. nweiz, i've been updating my items lately and sooner we'll be receiving POs again.. Last weekend of July. Sooner.. no more weekends for me to spend. heck.. m not really thinking about that seriously am I?! Just that i got used to it already. But, that's it. there's nothing more that i can do to that. He really must have time to other people as well.. specially to those family that he was telling. Moving. Guess we'll have to move again to another place. Houses are starting to pop out in the lot side of our house. sooner.. it would look like a squatters area. No kidding.. i dunno but we are to expect 40 houses.. with 15 sq. m. each.. just really don't know how big the lot is.. maybe exactly 600sq. m. less or more.. now planning to move. and having to consider 3 options. One, move together, the three of us.. ta'Lou, me and aris. Two, moving the three of us, and sooner with k'Steve. Three, the swapping. Di will be with us then ta...

Am i over reacting? I think not. Its just my one way of contemplating.. Weh.. that's really nothing. I'm starting to get things over on me now. Not to get affected anymore. The hell they are.. hehe.. Everything's just fine. i suppose. It should be. He did. He taught me what i knew now. He made my insights differ from what i believed in. Making things clear? Its not like another used to be being with him. He's just doing it the simpliest way with the brightest meaning. August. I'm thinking. How will it be. Less the weekends together. Less the time sleeping with someone to embrace the whole of me. Less the.. heck.. what else! But.. yeah, more time for personal rants. Avoiding myself to pour all the time to him, for my world to revolve around him.. Getting away from my boring life as what he describes my life now. Personal rants. Things to cover up the "to be missing". Thinking of the "to-do-list" on a weekend rather than staying at home and kill ti...

Post directly from a window of Mozilla.. hehe.. Not actually opening the Site anymore.. Cool! hmm.. this will surely be a sample post now.. Hope this work coz the first time i posted here.. it was published.. but when i checked the edited one.. it didn't showed up.. hmm.. So how am i after a long time of not posting? hehehe.. been discovering what add ons in mozilla do.. and i ended up learning things.. and realizing that Its great using Mozilla.. hehe.. Powered by ScribeFire .

got to spare some time for posting.. hehe.. its been so very often when i get back here and post.. reaching quotas just eats time a lot.. heheh.. btw.. thanks for those who manged to drop by.. :D though i'm really not always here.. anyways.. i'm seeing pages again.. blog pages to be in particular.. and it started me to feel envied again for the layout that they are using.. haaayy.. just that i'm using the new version of blogger which is really hard in replacing its layout into a premade one.. if only there's someone who is knowledgeable on that.. :p or another resort is that.. going back to the old version then place a layout.. hmm.... what do you think is better? heheh.. recap for what happened..? had i posted that i was shifted to 12-9AM for the first 2 weeks of June? well yeah.. i was.. and that really made may salary a bit too low last payday.. minus the 3 hours night defferential is sooo... but then i'm back to my original schedule.. 9pm-6am.. but the result wa...

it's been over a month.. and i guess.. everything seemed to turn out very well between us.. in a month.. we've been through a lot already.. that may not count too much but it did took part in making our bond tighter.. now.. i dunno.. "behind those tears....di mo alam ang iba pang rason kung bakit.." i know what's he's been up to on tellin me that.. and i don't know what to be done about that.. i know.. i'm not as expressive as he can see.. and that's what he's been using towards me.. against me.. he keeps on making several ways for me to believe that what he's showing me is true to the point that its being difficult for him.. BUT.. in the first place.. he don't have to prove to me anything anymore coz i do believe in him.. what i'm worried about is what he sees in me.. making him think that i am not satisfied of what he's been showing me.... how this all started..? again.. because of me.. he may always tell me that its not my fa...

here's some another post.. :D got this time posting for the POS is still currently unavailable.. got a lot of overtimes that really gave me a lot of sleepless days.. yeah.. days and not nights.. hehe.. really felt some kind of bad for i'm committing accidental errors.. mistyped some years.. and maybe having no sleeps adds up to that as a factor.. btw haven't got my weekend breakfast with that friend that i told you at my previous post.. overtime started last weekend that made me stay here all week til now.. still have no time to roam around.. but our team just planned to have an out of town activity.. hehe.. and that would be on may 6..:D can't wait.. :D

3 days now.. we're now here at pasig.. really had a lot of changes.. environment.. people and all.. what remained the same were the people that i used to work with.. and our time scheds of course.. :p haven't really had a time roaming the place yet.. maybe this weekend.. someone invited me for a breakfast then maybe we'll go places.. had live tasks again.. and that's the only thing we are doing here.. well not for me for now.. coz here i am posting.. hehe.. hope this will be just fine.. hmm.. no more music and free browsing.. its all disabled.. that's what we are acting on right now.. to fight against being sleepy.. hehe..