Rashid Bums Out

For the nth time I was thinking of getting a new blog again. A new personal blog actually. Then I thought of maybe just changing my blog address or maybe checking back all my previous post and remove everything not so personal. Then maybe I'll just let it be. But the main focus of this post right now isn't really about my blog but a redefinition of what I stand in regard to showing someone you like them, may it be tru courting or tru whatever is up on your sleeves. If you're a follower of this blog, you'd probably already know that I'm not really into courting the person that I like. As long as we both have this mutual feelings for each other, then it's settled. But if it's only a one-sided thing then forget about it. That's actually one of the few things I learned in the past. But recently, because of some certain someone who keeps making me feel special or maybe I'm just assuming it but comparing it to how I was treated before maybe I can ju...

Monday off and I'm alone at home. The housemates are all out of town and I'm left with our pets. I didn't even get to spend my weekend habit. Just stayed home though I'm planning to go to Healthway to have my eyes checked. I don't know if it's just irritated or summer sickness has already taken a step ahead and gave me these sore eyes. I hope not. *fingers cross* So the other week i got to spend my whole week at home after being diagnosed of having an acute tonsillopharyngitis. In short, tonsillitis. My doctor told me to have a 5-7 days rest for me to be able to get better. I was hesitant at first because of all the work which were needed to be done but I end up following what the doctor said. So I only stayed at home at bed. Because of that 1 whole week that happened, 2 good things occurred. 1 is i did got better and 2 is that I lost like 8lbs! LOL Then last week I got back to work with all those tasks welcoming me. I even got hundreds of email on just a...

I don't know if I'm in a hurry but I really need to go to bed soon, waking up by 5am is really my biggest challenge right now! XD New working schedule came in and it's an hour early than what we have before. Now we're on a 7AM-4PM shift. LOL I'll just be posting some bits of random thoughts that I'm having these days. I can't get to blog them separately so I'll be posting them here in a very random manner. --- I don't want to be monitored like every minute (I know this one's exag! XD) or every hour. It's not that I'm in a relationship right now but I just can't stand some texts that I'm receiving over the past days that's like checking on me if I already ate, or if I'm at the office, or anything close to that. What's worse is that when I didn't reply, the sender will think that I'm mad. Like come on, that is so not enough to make me mad. It's just that after being single for almost 5 years now, I'...

Spent my off on our usual weekend hang-out place and I even extended til today. We usually go home sunday night and spend our mondays on our own but it just happened that this monday was our friend's birthday and I just can't really leave knowing the fact that he might use it against me because it's just recently that I learned about the FarmVille thingy that he always mentions which means planting of hate and drama for other people. LOL Anyways, I'm back on a spot where someone's been eyeing on me thinking to make a move on me. If it wasn't that complicated it might have been kind of easy but being with the same group is really against my romantic beliefs. It isn't really a big deal for me if someone will try to court me or something but you shouldn't be with the same circle as I am. It'll just get difficult when time comes that we need to end it. Sorry about seeing it to end even before it gets started but this is something that was been buri...

And then it's happening again. Is there anything wrong being with me in the same bed sleeping with my close friend? I mean I kinda have some other few close friends but there's always this particular someone who makes it difficult for the both of us to share a single bed. I remember back in college, I tend to go home at bud's house more often than on my room in my apartment. Then of course I've been invading his room back then. For the early part, we still somehow shared his bed on bedtimes but there came a time when he started sleeping on the couch on the living room and somethimes on their duyan at the terrace. His girlfriend even noticed that and told him to go back to his room and sleep there even if I'm there. I don't want this to sound like there's this bromance thing is going on but c'mon, I just wanna know what's running on his mind on those times when he's just letting me sleep on his bed alone. Is he just making my sleep more c...

Went to office yesterday and took an off today. Thought of using my birthday leave but this day's isn't really mine. XD I was only supposed to take a half day off but it ended up taking the whole day. My manager accepted it anyways and even told me to enjoy the day. ^o^ So after leaving work, I went straight to Megamall, dropped by at Globe but their system is down. To kill more of the time left, I just played Technicka 2 til my fingers hurt. Haha! So how did this Birthday Leave happened? Remember Jay who, together with Minde, spent the whole day of my birthday with me last Sunday? It's his birthday today! And like what they did with me, Minde and me are now to spend this day of his birthday with him the whole day! And one of the major event for today is Les Miserables' movie screening! And they are even planning on watching it twice! So this day is still young and we're currently having a The World God Only Knows Season 2 marathon before hitting the ...

So I thought of posting this one up first before going to bed. It's almost 12 and I must really have to rush. LOL I haven't got the chance to post something here yesterday. I was too busy and occupied of all the things that happened from the moment my day went on until it all ended. I was even out of the house the whole day and haven't got the chance to celebrate my birthday with my sister who cooked my favorite Tuna Spaghetti! So our weekend stay-over did still happened after all and I welcomed my day with them: Jam, Shij, Minde, and Jay and Li who also went there after his shift. Usual things happened but it was my first time trying Jam's Canal Mix, I dunno but they call it that, an alcoholic mix made out of, well.. I think you'll never want to know but it tasted really good, better than the Hell Mix that we always have. And that's a different mix as well. LOL We were all getting drunk until they all started watching Les Miserables, the 25th Anniversa...