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I Will Be Fine Mum



All of a sudden, I felt sad.

After work I got myself out of the office and went straight to Robinsons Galeria to have a date with myself. Yup, this afternoon was the only time for me to be alone so I just grabbed the chance and watched Avatar on 3D. From there, I was thinking of where to go next. I went on walking letting my feet to lead the way. Then I reached Starbucks at Edsa Central. Long walk isn't it? I didn't really noticed that much coz me and my mum and were actually texting from time to time.

Then all of a sudden, I felt sad. Not for myself but for my mum. I think mums really know best. She was worried coz I'm alone. She just doesn't want me to be alone. I don't know why but there was even a time that she made me meet people in our neighborhood. Yun kasi yung time na lumipat kami at hindi talaga ako lumalabas ng bahay.. hehe! She's just so happy whenever I have friends around me. Maybe somehow she feels that I'm safe and secured that way. But what just amazes me of her is when times like me having no one to run to, she'll be there sending me a text asking if I'm just fine. She knows when I'm lonely because of being alone and that's one reason why I love my mum so much.

But being alone for today is actually my choice. I wanted to really invite someone but I just don't know who, so I just ended up deciding that it's gonna be me alone. But I'm not really lonely doing this things. I got used to it, before. Maybe I just needed it for myself, to think.

By the way, I learned that fafa Paul is still at the hospital resting and gaining his strength after going through an operation. I wish him the best and to recover so soon so that we can meet at the Otaku Expo.. There I will give him a MASSIVE hug! hehe! Can't really visit him at the hospital, I want to but I think he'll be discharged by tomorrow. So just help me pray for him so that he can be well na. ^^


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Comments

Llyngee said…
Weeeyt! Paul who is in the hospital? o.o I hope it's not Kuya Niko. :|\

I don't know if it's only me or it's really a good idea to go malling by yourself and be alone to contemplate things for awhile. I do the same thing when I feel down. And thanks, I'm okay already. Because of my mom. Wahahaha. Mom's are really great, LOL! :D
Dana said…
Yeah, as in Paul Hu.. hehe.. But he's doing fine now.. feeling better.. a very good thing..^^

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