Lately I've been putting myself together to complete MYSELF again. This present moment is actually the future of my past. And like what Christina said on that image above, "Screw you, future me..." -- that is also the same and exact words that I wanted to say to the present me.When I get enthusiastic about something, I tend to do it and focus on it. I know it's good to focus on things that I find interesting but it's just bad that I tend to forget about the rest. Last month I realized that I was so into it that I happened to forget to do the other things that I have interest on. June last year I was so into doing Anime stuff. June this year made me so focused about the business that I've been working on for almost 7 months now.
In some point, I felt that it's like I've been losing myself little by little. Now checking what happened last 2004-2005 and 2008-2009, these were the times when I'm really into blogging.
My point is, I want to rebuild myself where I can do what I really want and to maintain all of it. I mean, compared to the past years, I now have all the time that I need. Besides, I don't really care about what other people may think of me. As long as I can feel my inner peace and happiness and I see myself good and my family be better, then that's fine.
I can do the business even if I'm not at the office, watch Anime and Supernatural, do blogging and join some promos on Facebook, meet-up with some old friends, sleep and eat whenever I like, assist my team on gaining clients, sharing opportunities to people who needs them and earn the money that I need on top of all of that!
That is the future me that I want for myself. Now, if that will fail to happen, you'll know what I will tell myself, "Screw you, future me..."
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