Don't Have A Heart That Can Love

well.. that really is sooo.. >>> for those who had watched the movie.. you'll know.. :D

watched this in a dvd last Sunday.. (And its just now that i remembered this to post.. :p) well nweiz..

Have you ever felt being incomplete?

i do..

many times that i've asked myself.. "What's been missing.?" but i can't hardly find an answer.. and this really is affecting the whole of me.. it's always been in my mind..

having this related on that movie.. Derby there.. a character played by Sam can't just find its match because of the missing piece in his life.. his family.. then now going back to me.. its somehow similar to what's happening to me right now.. or should i say.. happening to me these past months.. til now..

i've been with people.. whom i met thru random texting.. online groups.. common friends.. thinking that God will give me someone that will perfectly fit with me.. but then.. everything seemed to fail.. longest on the record was a month.. shortest..? a day and a half.. now can you just imagine that..?

now thinking of what's missing.. i dunno.. maybe it's just that God has not yet finished writing my love story..:D

its not in the family.. its not in the job.. maybe its within me.. i want to feel being loved again by someone whom i know i can love back as well.. waah.. but fate is not yet ready to give me that time for me

this post now may make me so stupid.. but.. i can't help it.. i know in time it will come.. but when..?

OFF TOPIC:

Having some problems with changing my layout.. hmm.. for all we know.. blogger had already updgraded its new system.. so therefore.. it's been so hard for me to edit my html file for it now has the widgets and the xml which really have to be taken cared of carefully.. waah.. how can i damn fix this! :(

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