What If..

I'm decided.. since i am always listening to RX FM.. I think i'm gonna post new entries now using playtimerx's hot topics.. hehehehe..

Since.. the topic last night was all about your biggest what if.. let me remember what i replied..

What if i can change places with my dad and turn every mistake in the past be right..it may be through turning back of time or traveling back to the past only for that reason.. I might be living differently now..

and that was what i answered them..

i dunno.. whenever its all about what ifs.. that's the thing that always comes first on my mind.. thing like, i shouldn't have been carrying all of the burdens.. i shouldn't be the one giving all their needs knowing me as young as who i am now.. i shouldn't be the one acting like the head of the family as early as now.. these are just few things i blame to our father.. but well.. what else? there's nothing more that i can do to revert everything back..

anyways.. or anyhoo.. as like sister xiany is always saying.. our team leader already announced about the forming of the new team.. how i wish i can be part of that team as soon as... now? hahahaha.. but then.. we still have to pass first some interviews that will be given later by bryan.. one of the big bosses.. hmm.. i wonder what questions he will be giving us.. and i hope i can answer clearly all the things he have to ask me..

i should have a better sleep now.. to have a clear mind later.. hehehe..

but before i end up this post.. this just happened last night.. sister xiany and me talked about looking Daddy Nels a partner here on the Flirt-Wind Family! hehehe.. since me and sister xiany treat ourselves as siblings with Daddy Nels as our Dad.. we thought of having a mom as well!! hahaha.. so what might be the criteria? hahahaha.. as long as she can keep our Daddy Nels happy.. that might be it.. hehe.. anyways.. i posted a sticky up there.. where people who are interested can leave their message on the comment link that i provided.. specifically for that purpose only.. :p Or you could also visit his site. Just click his link banner on the navigation bar.. then look on how he is to you.. hehehe.. i am really excited on this search for a flirt-wind mom! haha..

so that would be it! ja~^___^