Time really flies so fast, who could have imagined that I’m still here, almost doing nothing with my own life. I only stayed at home for the longest time, facing the monitor doing anything that my mind thinks of. Honestly, boredom never hit me, not even once. I love staying at home; I always love it this way. I can be myself; I can only think of myself, I can enjoy time only with myself alone. This had always been the scene of my life for these past months. I might have secluded myself to what the world may bring but this helped me learn of what life can teach me.
It made me realize about things that were not even taught to me when I’m still a kid. I learned that life itself is a big equation that one must solve to face one’s future. There’s only one answer to this life’s equation but one can take different approach on how to successfully solve it. Some people can grab its result easily but I don’t think that these people are worthy to lead on a better life. These people are those who already have their lives planned out for them. Solving a problem isn’t just about getting the answer quickly, but it is about learning every step of the way for you to get there. Other people on the other hand, or should I say, most of all the people living on this kind of world is having a hard time solving their own life’s problem, and among these people, there are only few who can actually tell us the real way of achieving the correct answer to this biggest equation. People might have to take different paths on how they can solve every problem given to them but the important thing above all is that you learned and experienced all of the possible chances that you can get for you to reach your goal. I would like to believe that the harder it takes, the better you will become.
And after knowing all of this, you’ll be able to come up with the trick on how to make things for you a lot way easier. This is where my life now comes in. You don’t have to take the same difficult path twice, once you’ve been there, you should have already planned out on how you can get out of that pace. I don’t want to believe that you have to push yourself too much for you to reach anywhere when you already taken that very basic course before.
We were told that for us to lead a better life, we have to finish school and be on a decent job. I believe that this kind of thinking doesn’t have to be the driving force for one to have a better life. Besides, not all graduates have a decent job, right? Maybe the reason for having schools is for people not to become stupid but the idea of learning in school is yet a different side of the story. And in the end, it is still about how you play the game of life and still falls on how you solve the equation of life.
I might still be in the middle of everything but I want to believe that this life of mine, though it looks like that I have to begin on the first step again, is part of my life’s trial and error. Maybe it’s time for me to take a path different to what I took before. Somehow, it’s nice for me to know that I learned to accept that the kind of scheme that I once had will not work out for me.
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