Rashid Bums Out

This entry happened to be posted so early. I'm supposed to be posting something different from this Untold Stories segment since I just previously posted a very serious one but then I guess it can't be helped now that I'm in the mood of revealing another one right now. So let me just first say this: If only I could ease the pain. But then I said to myself, it is your battle and the only thing left for me to do is to believe that you can somehow get out of it alive and ready to face life again. I am actually ready to click the Post button on Facebook when my browser stopped responding. So I thought, it could be more better if I'll just turn it into a blog post and here I am now. The truth is, someone very dear to me is on a process of moving on from a failed relationship. I really don't want to be so blunt about that fact since he's still healing but if ever you come across this post, I just thought that this is actually the best way to describe it. Most of...

Update: I just want you to know that after giving it some time, I learned that I am only exerting a lot of unnecessary efforts on thinking about things that I am not supposed to be worrying about. So what you will read about the cold shoulders and stuff, that was only an presumption made by an presumptionisto. But don't worry, I can still let you read on. Alright, I badly needed to put this into words. I don't really know if I am just over reacting or what I'm dealing right now is a couple of cold shoulders. I know, I shouldn't be dealing with this kind of things knowing that I am only here living inside this room for over a year now and the only people I always see are the ones I'm living with. Maybe I'm just really being the assuming one thinking that there is really going on but I really can't help but think that it has something to do with me. Yes, I've been unemployed for like almost 2 years already and all I do is receive my sister...

Both my head and my nape hurts when I woke up this afternoon. Is it caused by me sleeping too much or, alright, I've been eating ' tuyo ' since yesterday and that's one of those salty foods that I'm supposed to avoid to prevent myself from having this high blood pressure. ' Eh kaso anong magagawa ko, masarap kaya kumain ng tuyo. ' LOL! But at least now I'm fine and I just hope that it'll not wake me up having to complain about the same pain again tomorrow. Job hunt update: I went to ADP in Ayala yesterday to attend to my supposed to be interview. I arrived there at around 11, filled up a form then waited for almost 3 hours before I got called. It was like waiting for forever while we were watching the video which was playing in loops! Imagine a single video which runs for like a minute with just 4 different interview-like episodes playing for the whole 3 hours that I was waiting. I almost memorized already what they were saying. I'm not irri...

Alright, I'll try to make this as short as possible. I just want to set the mood for myself to start writing for the articles that I'm supposed to finish. I watched Fairy Tail episode 108 a while ago and that is where I got the title of today's blog title. And then I remembered one of the interviews done by YTF where I learned about why the named their group YTF - Yesterday, Today and Forever. You can watch the interview below. " Yesterday is in the past, today you have a choice and forever is up to you. " And most likely, every choice you make today has a great impact to what your future holds. And when I say every choice, that is each and every choice you make, big or small, yes or no, do this or do that. Then I remember the anime Steins;Gate which made a different approach on how your choices can affect the future where every choice you should have made will create a world parallel to ours and from there branches of possibilities about your futur...

Done watching Hoshi wo Ou Kodomo~ timing talaga lagi panonood ko~ Umaakma lagi sa mood~ Happy Birthday uli Reu~ Siguro nga I'll just have to believe that all people pass on some time. That the only difference is whether it comes sooner or later. We've been together for 8 years and you really went ahead pretty soon. But I guess I'll just have to accept that you're a part of a much bigger plan now. Wherever you are right now, I know you're fine and happy. Just always keep a close watch over us ha? You just turned 17 and I just wish that I can spend this day with you and spend this life with you a bit longer. You're big brother is really missing you so much and I will always be. I Love you. ~♥ This was what I posted on Facebook after watching Hoshi wo Ou Kodomo, an anime movie which is about parting with your loved ones and seeing the cruelty and beauty of life. Today is actually my little brother's birthday. Well he just turned 17 which probably makes him...

I added some color into my blog just to get away from the so plain white template that I had. And congrats to me for putting up a link page up there! I really had a hard time putting that up though. I don't know if it's a Blogger issue but at least I managed to bring it back. I really am not a social blogger or maybe because I wasn't really wandering around but anyways I also added Belleh and Aencille on my list, I think I remember having them on my list of links before but I really can't recall it very clearly. Guess, I'll just have to make a drop by to their blogs later. ^^ This link exchange thing is really one of the most remembered part of my early blogging experience. Haha! So my mom is still here and maybe they will be going back home to Bicol tomorrow. Well at least I can be able to concentrate on writing and going back to applying for a job again. It was really like I was evicted out from using my PC when they arrived, my mom, together with my cuz....

Juggling my time between sleeping, eating, watching anime, attending a couple of interviews and writing reviews for the magazine is somewhat a challenge for me these days. I can't even tell if I'm managing it properly or I'm just slacking off most of the time.This might be hard to believe but I think I'm stressed out of what is happening right now. I had this interview yesterday where I was asked of what I really wanted to do. For a second there I thought I knew but as we moved on, I learned that it would really be impossible to do everything. That going with the flow will never bring you to where you really want to go. It was actually for a CSR/TSR position which I am not really good at, well, they say that I can be trained since I really don't have any experience in regards to that but one thing became clear and thanks to that interview. I guess it did went on naturally, I wanted to try a new path through this position that I thought I can lead to but maybe i...