I received a call early this evening from a firm who found my profile on a certain job hunting site. She introduced to me their company, interviewed me and explained to me the position that she thinks will fit for me. I had her questions answered and she told me that she'll be back to call me again in a few. After a little while she called and told me that I did not qualified for the position that she offered me earlier. This just really left me disheartened.
What just happened made me realize some things. I'm not really blind about it but reaching this point where in skills are being looked upon, my mind is starting to wonder and ask, "Is there growth for me here?"
After work, I walked for a while, contemplating on what just happened. The skills that I have now doesn't even matched the one they're looking for. They're actually looking for someone who can do things manually, can compute finances with understanding, that's why they need it to be done manually. And now by looking on what I've been doing now, things are pretty well because of the formulas that I've been using. Input the data then it's there!
Maybe I'm just having a bit of regrets of letting an opportunity slip just like that. If only I wasn't been so dependent with those formulas, If only I can do macros, if only I can understand things better, maybe I was able to pass that once in a lifetime offer.
But maybe, doing this kind of job doesn't really suits me. Now going back to zero, i'll start knowing myself again. Of what I like to do and what I don't want. Maybe it is not really meant for me, it just so happened that it became my wake-up call, to think, to plan, and to decide for myself.
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wag kang aayaw, tingk pasitib! XD
thankiesh!