2010 is almost there going out of the door and 2011 is on its way ready to occupy our homes for the next whole year. Maybe it's time for me to look back and see what happened to me this year.
3/4 of my whole year was spent at home, and the rest was when I was still working full-time. Now that I'm thinking about it, 2010 had really became my change of course like of plan to remodel my whole life. And fortunately, it's happening to me right now. I made a decision and I'm here starting my new life differently than what I've become used to and things continue to change around me and will gradually change as time goes by. 2010 had really became a turning point in my life!
So this is gonna be the start of a new cycle of my life. I will be facing a lot starting today and everything ahead of me will surely be stepping up. Harder than it had been. I dunno but I can feel it. My life is starting to change. It's on its way now but I can't really see it. I've got no plans, no desires, nothing. I'm just living on the present. Not looking on the past, not wanting anything for the future. Maybe I just really learned how to be satisfied and be contented and is afraid of hoping and be disappointed. I've been learning a lot. From everything that I went through, from every places that I've been, from the people that I'm with.
I'm happy for what I have now and I'm not going to ask for anything more for now. Yup and you read it right. Maybe it isn't just right for now for me to ask for something. Maybe it's just right for me to wait until the right time comes. I don't want to rush everything now.
This was what I posted as a week of start earlier this year. Now reading this makes me think that I was so wrong of not planning ahead of time. I was not even thinking of what I wanted to do for the future. Or maybe it's just because of the drama that happened last year, so to change things and to not let it happen again this coming year this is what i'm going to say:
So this is gonna be the start of a new cycle of my life. I will be facing a lot starting today and everything ahead of me will surely be stepping up. Harder than it had been. I dunno but I can feel it. My life is starting to change. It's on its way now and I can see it clearly. I've got lots of plans, lots of desires, a lot. I'm not just living on the present, I'm learning from the past, and wanting everything for the future. Maybe I just really learned how to not be satisfied and be contented and to be not afraid of hoping and of getting disappointed. I've been learning a lot. From everything that I went through, from every places that I've been, from the people that I'm with.
I'm happy for what I have now and to what I am going to receive and I'll continue to get everything that I want this coming year. Yup and you read it right. Maybe it isn't just right for me to just wait and do nothing. Maybe it's better to start reaching all of my dreams now and rush time as long as I still have it.
Have you noticed my revised post? Much better, right? So what I'm going to post now is my list of what I want to happen this coming year. You can hold on tight because this can really be mind-blowing! LOLZ!
- To pay all my remaining balances, a very top priority!
- To continue building up our house in Bicol.
- To support my brother on his studies until he become a Professional Accountant.
- To start a small business for my mum.
- To buy the 3-years-late birthday gift for my cousin.
- To find a new place to live in with my sister, a place with a safe parking area!
- To learn how to drive.
- To buy my very first car!
- To be cleared from my bond with DOST. 6 months more!
- To buy a new phone and a camera.
- To travel along with my family and/or friends, around the country or outside of it.
- To buy gifts for my godchildren.
- To find and know God.
- To be an inspiration to others and to help them out.
- To give opportunities for all of them.
Is it too much to ask for only a span of 1 year? Maybe yes, maybe no. But this one thing is for sure, I'll gonna grab that all! I'll make this list happen and I will let you all see it happen! Anyways, I will be posting this list again, putting a
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