When it gets tough and things changed to be like how it was described above, you'll know, it's time to end it up. I've been into this kind of twist before and it is undeniably hard to force yourself to fix things up. Those three statements above were all true to me. Friends become enemies, lovers become haters and buddies become strangers. Should I call myself lucky for being able to post this, surviving all of those and to remain alive? Well, that's life. Admit it or not, you can never manage to give time to all of the people that you met your entire life.
This isn't supposed to be the topic that I am planning to make but fate is just pushing it out of its way for me to blog about this. Deep within me I'm sympathizing, knowing that a very close friend of mine is experiencing the pain that I had felt before really hurts me. I used to feel bad about myself for a span of more than 6 months after experiencing that heartbreak before. This is the same situation that my friend is in now, it might not be the exact situation but the pain is there that makes it all the same.
The sad part is, you can never say that she's yours anymore. Not anymore, not anymore. And this will be on your mind rolling like the credits of every ending on your favorite romantic movie. I know, moving on is easier said than done. It takes a lot of guts to accept everything that is happening in front of you. Every move will remind you of her, every action will lead you to her, it ain't easy to escape from moments like these. It will always bring you back, making you feel that every day is the repeat of the same heartache that you felt yesterday.
I'm not in the position to tell you to get better coz this might be the most critical point in your life right now. I want you to feel better, of course I do but will my words reach you? But still, knowing me, I will always push my words to get through you, just make sure that you'll not get it wrong if it sounded bad and harsh. Soon we'll be meeting up again, and hopefully you can share the pain that you are carrying now even if it will take some time before that happens. For now, try your very best to be happy, to have some reason to smile and to enjoy living the life.
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