The long 3 days for our days off has already reached its end. Tomorrow's gonna be like the usual days of work again. Do I still have to expect something different?
Even though I'm short on my budget, I've decided to buy a replacement for my earphones. Something that will cover my ears to prevent anything that my heart doesn't want to hear anymore. I'll just see to it that my phone's battery doesn't run out of charge on that full 9 hrs of work.
I went out a while ago to buy my meds and some snacks to eat for tonight. On my way home, I decided to drop by at the salon to have my hair done. I dunno if its 2 weeks ago or a month ago when I last went there for a haircut. And the one thing that my friends there noticed in me was the drop that happened to my body. I don't know how to say it but i'm a bit of a chub before. I just can't picture how big my body lost because of not eating anything much plus the thinking a lot and sleeping somehow late before midnight every night. They told me that how I look now doesn't fit me. They even asked if I was hitting the gym because of what they noticed.
Oh well, it shows.. even my body is reacting to what's happening with me. Do I have to resort to taking some vitamins again? I don't think eating will help me now. I only eat to preserve some energy and not to satisfy the taste that the food brings because even my tongue, I think, already gave up on me.
I still can't see what's ahead of me now..
Anyways, thanks to Guild Master Dex for somehow worrying about me and to the rest of the guild members who are on a lot of things right now. I hope to see all of our guildmates again soon!
So there, it started raining again.. I hope to wake up early for tomorrow.. Just wish me luck for this another daily 9 hours for 5 days of this week.
Even though I'm short on my budget, I've decided to buy a replacement for my earphones. Something that will cover my ears to prevent anything that my heart doesn't want to hear anymore. I'll just see to it that my phone's battery doesn't run out of charge on that full 9 hrs of work.
I went out a while ago to buy my meds and some snacks to eat for tonight. On my way home, I decided to drop by at the salon to have my hair done. I dunno if its 2 weeks ago or a month ago when I last went there for a haircut. And the one thing that my friends there noticed in me was the drop that happened to my body. I don't know how to say it but i'm a bit of a chub before. I just can't picture how big my body lost because of not eating anything much plus the thinking a lot and sleeping somehow late before midnight every night. They told me that how I look now doesn't fit me. They even asked if I was hitting the gym because of what they noticed.
Oh well, it shows.. even my body is reacting to what's happening with me. Do I have to resort to taking some vitamins again? I don't think eating will help me now. I only eat to preserve some energy and not to satisfy the taste that the food brings because even my tongue, I think, already gave up on me.
I still can't see what's ahead of me now..
Anyways, thanks to Guild Master Dex for somehow worrying about me and to the rest of the guild members who are on a lot of things right now. I hope to see all of our guildmates again soon!
So there, it started raining again.. I hope to wake up early for tomorrow.. Just wish me luck for this another daily 9 hours for 5 days of this week.
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ung sa tulog lang ang d ko rin masolusyunan. haha
basta. kami ni renja, think positive. :) and wak mtakot mgshare sa friends ng prob^^ better to get it off than never.mgkasakit k p nyan cge ka ahaha