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Commencement

I've been thinking.. yes, I've been thinking hard where in I'm not supposed to think that much..

I can say that I've made my life miserable, a mess, and had gone to a path where in everybody doesn't want me to be. I've been astray for almost a month and i think this is enough. I've learned a lot and is trying my best to be better now.

Seemed to be some good news? Somehow thinking positively like this can help too, right?

As what a line says, "Pain is inevitable but suffering is a choice." I don't know if I already had stated this here, if I did, then there it goes again.. I don't want to suffer like that again. This happened to be my loneliest time being alone and I don't want to be like this again.

All I wanna do now is to be on track where in I can be the best that I can be. Life has a lot to offer so might as well live with it and enjoy. Right?

I've been into a lot, from problems, stress, sickness.. maybe now, its time for me to manage everything right. To fix myself and try to be me again.

Let us always remember that sometimes we just have to stop pushing ourselves to love or be loved by someone.

Sometimes we just have to be alone,

To be able to think about what we really want in life,

To be able to realize what or who will really make us happy.

Sometimes it is only when we start loving ourselves that we are able to realize that real and lasting happiness starts from within ourselves and become even more complete when we share it with someone who truly loves us. =)


-from a text message again..

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