Time Check: 1:02AM
A lot of things happened already. Personal stuff, Ozine experiences, Jamming and minggles.. Things that I haven't shared here yet.
There are just a lot of things that I wanted to say, but I just can't still get a grip of how I will be telling you all these. I'm pretty messed up with my thoughts right now.
Soon, I'll be living myself alone again. And I dunno if how am I going to start my whole life again being alone.
But I don't have any choice now, but to deal with it. This one's really unstoppable. I can't even do anything else, so maybe I'll just go with the flow and see what would happen next.
But I'm still grateful because I have my friends at Ozine whom I know are there in real life and in Valhallian life. XD
And somehow, my new desktop also helps me on making me so occupied. It really made me go addict mode to Ragnarok again, and I'm really looking forward to playing Dota with my Ozine friends. ^^,
oh, right. I haven't told my family about this new desktop. I don't know how they will be reacting if they would know. Hmm.. They might think that its wrong for me to buy this at this point of time. But for me, this is the only thing that would help me live on right on. I mean, somehow, it'll give me the enjoyment of staying in front of its monitor. Watching animes, playing online games, blogging, and I can even plan my next domains as well too.
Haay, how I wish I could put this thing inside my chest off me. >.<
A lot of things happened already. Personal stuff, Ozine experiences, Jamming and minggles.. Things that I haven't shared here yet.
There are just a lot of things that I wanted to say, but I just can't still get a grip of how I will be telling you all these. I'm pretty messed up with my thoughts right now.
Soon, I'll be living myself alone again. And I dunno if how am I going to start my whole life again being alone.
But I don't have any choice now, but to deal with it. This one's really unstoppable. I can't even do anything else, so maybe I'll just go with the flow and see what would happen next.
But I'm still grateful because I have my friends at Ozine whom I know are there in real life and in Valhallian life. XD
And somehow, my new desktop also helps me on making me so occupied. It really made me go addict mode to Ragnarok again, and I'm really looking forward to playing Dota with my Ozine friends. ^^,
oh, right. I haven't told my family about this new desktop. I don't know how they will be reacting if they would know. Hmm.. They might think that its wrong for me to buy this at this point of time. But for me, this is the only thing that would help me live on right on. I mean, somehow, it'll give me the enjoyment of staying in front of its monitor. Watching animes, playing online games, blogging, and I can even plan my next domains as well too.
Haay, how I wish I could put this thing inside my chest off me. >.<
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