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Finally, I happened to clean up the room yesterday after being so idle of not doing the chores yet busy at work and in play on those long 3 weeks. (I think..)

But while doing the cleaning, things just went through my mind again about all those things that happened. I even planned on rearranging sana the double deck, the closet and everything but I only ended up putting back those things to where they were. I could have made the arrangement better but maybe its more convenient if they will just stay the same.

Then there goes this line..

I only made someone better for somebody else..

I remembered this being put on to a status message on YM by someone I know. By someone whom I think had experienced less than the half of what I experienced all this time. And somehow, good for this someone for not experiencing this all. Me, as you know of being kind to friends, Its good that its me in the end. Just be thankful that it wasn't you because you'll never like it the way its been.

Now I was thinking, if things just went through between us so lightly.

I was watching Clannad, Tomoya invited Nagisa for a date, since he thought, they have been together staying under one roof but didn't really had a time exclusively to be "together".

Just the thought really made my jaw drop. I know we have to think about the finances back then but come on! Who doesn't want to go out on a date even if it only means having some walk together, right?

See? even from watching anime dramas, things are always coming back. Well yeah, these anime dramas are quite effective to make my tear flow like a river. It really just are so effective.

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home..

..but where is home? its like..

You said move on, where do I go?
I guess second best is all I will know


Am I being pretty good now on throwing lines? There's more!

You're the best, and yes, I do regret
How I could let myself let you go
Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it, I was burned
Oh, I think you should know!

Oh well, these are just some lines that I really loved to post in here.. So there!

But just one thing more..

Just get back up
When it knocks you down


Alright? ^^,

Comments

xian said…
EMO mode ba tayo ngayon?!
oh well, i love that song~ super :)

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